Today particularly I am a little fuzzy because the various middle of the night snacks Lydia needed. For months we have been giving her a large bottle of formula before bed because of the folklore that it is more filling and well I have no major evidence to the contrary because she was sleeping a consistent 6 hours without needing anything. Since I started school and I am away from her I am suppose to nurse all the time when I am with her to ensure the production of my milk. Thus I have been nursing her to sleep. She has been going to bed about 8:30 and last night woke up at 1:30am and then again at 4:30am. She went back to sleep at 1:30 but not at 4:30, so I nudged Eliot out of bed. This should have meant that I had another hour and half to sleep but instead it was a cacophony of alarms. First the baby monitor was still on so I heard Lydia and Eliot, turned that off. Then Eliot's alarm...hit snooze. Then mine...hit snooze. Then his then mine this his then mine. I finally woke up in the middle of the bed with my arms extended towards the waking devices and got out of bed. Sigh. Needless to say, I am tired.